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4/20/2006 找不到服务器"When I'm Gone"
[Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Verse 2] I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?" Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying "You always say that, you always say this is the last time "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine" She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'" I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on And I'm singing... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Verse 3] Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet I take a bow and thank you all for coming out They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding," But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden? "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin' "You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad "And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad' "That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin "I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going" But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us" That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin' It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister Almost as if to say.. [Chorus/Outro] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Curtains closing and sounds of footsteps] ~~MV拍得不错~~ 4/19/2006 ラストクリスマスMSN 坏了
SPACE 坏了
WEBJAY 坏了
什么都赶一块儿了！？
WHAT‘S UP？
到底是什么状况？
I DON‘T THINK SO
饿了~回家路上啃掉一只大苹果~
先前推托吃不掉的，准备好整个再带回家的。
一边骑车一边啃苹果再一边在风中听SOLER的《风的终点》
FEEL NICE~~~~~~~~~~
明天会下雨吧~~ 天气闷闷的。
昨天买的书今天就不翻了。山上门票涨价了。>_<
十个小时的颠簸，我要带上加菲猫靠垫。
歌词很SAD么？
新编曲那么的明快，尤为喜欢前奏的铃铛声。
夏日缅怀圣诞节，SO WEIRD
买了《伊莎贝拉》卡~~ 卡~~~~又卡碟！
换看《东莫村》呵呵~~传了半个多月的电影。
如愿以偿... ...
头发怎么还不干？我想睡了~~~~~
Zzzz... Zzzz... Z Zzzz..... ... ... ..
逛书店看到一本1000张唱片封面的书。
从60‘s - 90's，遥远年代封面的POSE。
时代痕迹太重了，一本很棒的书！ 4/17/2006 [转]一个写的很棒的CRASH 影评
4/16/2006 电影散场，静静生活 在得悉李安导演的力作BBM奥斯卡遭遇撞车，与最佳影片失之交臂的消息后，我萌生了看这部CRASH的念头。因为即便我无法体会BBM中同志间的边缘爱情，但不得不坦白频频感动于这份简单爱的纯净与真挚。我猜想，一举夺魁的CRASH，又会是怎样的一部影片？
CRASH的故事发生在L.A.（洛杉机），一个多文化多民族而由此产生多冲突的现代化大都市。从表面看，电影讲述了一起再普通不过的汽车追尾事件。导演用倒叙的手法将撞车牵连和铺垫的前因后果展现了一遍。电影的逻辑性特别强，人物关系缜密，情节设计得丝丝入扣。很像早前看过的21 GRAM和THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT，即从表面看似毫无牵连的人和物，实则之间密切联系着。我不尽感叹！We Live in A Beautiful World.
电影中的两个高频关键词：F**k + Racial Discrimination，影射着我们的现实生活。在L.A.是针对各色人等的歧视，到了中国，到了上海一样的歧视不过因为我们的肤色相同进而转向以‘方言’划分着等级。而诸如F**k的词汇也因英语教育未受普及而自治施展着地方特色，这个实在是屡见不鲜。
电影的中文译名有两个版本：撞车、冲撞。我心里面一直嘀咕着的另一个名字是：寻找出气筒... ...呵呵，差不多这个意思的一些名字。电影中的角色无一幸免地受了委屈心里堵的慌再将这份恶气传播给下一位无辜者。一波又一波，大家寻找着出气筒。这是个充满吵架声的电影，天知道看着电影的我都想站起身来走出门去寻衅挑事了。哈哈，这个是乱讲的。
说回来电影，主角们所受的委屈是谁给予的？我的回答是：Itself. 他们本身。就拿两个从咖啡厅走出来的黑人小混混来说。因为他们并不喜欢喝的咖啡，因为他们并不会付小费而没有热情待客的黑人服务生，因为太多莫须有压根不能成立的理由，或者说因为他们本身头脑中根深蒂固活该被歧视的怪异思想而迫使他们去猜测，揣摩迎面走来的白人，还荒唐地劫车。God！因为我在看电影，我看到了整个过程，可在实际生活中，很难为情地坦言自己也有过同类愚蠢的念头和行为！应了那句老话：世上本无事，庸人自扰之。恩，以此论证，我哈戆！！！
如果说那两个小黑人是荒唐可笑的，那么那个白人警察是****。（真想爆粗口 -_#）父亲因为尿道感染痛不欲生，自己心情不好撒气在一对无辜的黑人夫妇身上。真替那对黑人夫妇感到伤心难过，本来一件高兴的事被打扰已经够扫兴的了，还受到侮辱。Damn It！导演的寓意是让我们知道这个世界很多事情的发生是没道理可循的，你觉得什么都没有做错。可是就是让你承受了！这一课是承受力训练吧！我相信大气的人是受委屈长大的。：S
有一个人物是在看电影中颠覆最初感觉的。那个初入警界的TOMMY，他是个非常正直的小子。目睹同伴不敢苟同的行为要求换搭档。那位上司给他讲了一段对我同样很有教育意义的中肯的话。第一次让我感受到电影并不纯粹追求艺术而如此贴进生活的现实意义。颠覆的是最后这个正直的人误杀了无辜的黑人。以自己的判断采取行动产生的恶果，Really A Harsh Warning！！！
另一个我不得不说的主角是那个锁匠。无疑，他是我最喜欢的人物了。虽然他长得一点不帅，但是我真的很欣赏他。他是整个剧中唯一受尽了委屈没有转移发泄到别人身上的人。换做是我一定沉不住气的。在简小姐家装锁，被侮辱，忍住没有发作。替波斯人换锁，本着善意提醒店主换门被反将一军再次受羞辱。疲惫不堪的回家还沉着气给小女儿编童话。也许正因如此，导演才让小女儿救了他一命。呵呵，我也想要那件无法穿透的CLOKE。
这个电影的主角太多了，每一段小故事都精彩纷呈。随着情节的跌宕起伏，鸡皮疙瘩冷汗轮番侵袭着我。回顾影片，我诧异有种族歧视的白人警官钻进四轮朝天随时爆炸的汽车发现他要搭救的是前天受他侮辱的黑人妻子。不知是编剧的淘气还是老天的造物弄人。我看到失去弟弟的黑人警司眼里噙着泪光走出医院，很想对伤心的妈妈说她错怪人了。冰箱里的东西是这个儿子买的。到影片的最后小混混把货车里的亚洲人载到唐人街，跟着他坐回车上一起扬着嘴角傻笑。眼见固执的波斯老头扳动手枪射向小仙女平安无事时，我长长抒了一口气。... ... 这个电影真的... ...
我终于明白为什么Crash会赢过BBM。我也从电影中收获了不少只能意会的Something。
想说，BBM是一幅美丽的风景画，而Crash是一本圣经。
我感觉受了一次洗礼， 一次爱的教育。Little Angle said Daddy， I'll Protect You.
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